8/20/2007
noone but me from URL @ 11:37 PM
Congratulations to Christopher & Kavitha!
I pray God blesses you in a lifetime of joy & happiness.
So i wore my polka dotted dress and got ready to be high.
& then, i was, idiotically, cheated of a thousand smiles.
I didn't take many photos cos my smile was fake.
My dad had to scold me for how my brother dressed.
& how my brother failed two school tests.
& how his school uniform was dirty.
He had to tell the whole world about ppl gg to poly, nt making it to the U, gg overseas & ditching their parents,
just to rub it in my face.
He has to tell me that being a journalist is a waste of time and how sciences will get me far in life.
IM FAILING MY SCIENCES DAMMIT.
& im not exactly interested in how acid+metal gives you a salt and hydrogen.
& he has to say that scholarships and whatnots go to RJ & HCJC and not VJ.
what the f.
I don't understand. I really don't, and it makes me want to yell words i don't like saying just cos i wna piss him off.
AH. im never like this.
& it gave me a throbbing headache which made me tear. with stupid makeup and whatnot.
& now i think i have to consider alternatives to VJ.
Im banking on my Eng, Emaths, Amaths, Lit, SSgeog & Tamil.
if something goes wrong there, im dead.
oh hey, i failed my june olevel amaths paper.
mdm lum said to be safe you shd get 45/55.
i think i got what- 28?
Jiangying got full marks, claps! (:
She's sweetly offered to help me.
But what makes me mad is that i failed after allllllllllll the papers i had done.
dammit.
sigh.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.
these exams are doing something to us.
i dont like.
yeah i dont like.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Did mention? I tear unbelievably easily nowadays.
Its like i have some hidden fountain under my eyes that just pours. ha ha.
i wonder why.
& my head is still throbbing. dammmn.
READ THIS!
a few days ago in class, i whispered loudly,
"JIANGYING!",
grabbed her arm and sneezed.
ACHHOOOO.
she said, "if you sneeze once, someone misses you".
then i grabbed her arm again and sneezed for the second time.
ACHHOOOO!
she said, "if you sneeze twice, someone misses you very very terribly".
then i said, kinda hopefully, " hahaha, i wonder who misses me"
and then i grabbed her arm for the third time,
and sneezed.
ACHOOOOOOOOO!
& she said, "oh. if you sneeze three times, no one misses you. you just got a cold."
HA HA.
Well,
Nurin just made me lol with her story (: HAHA. THANK YOU, you!
& my nightly online friend too! (: you always make me smile, THANK YOU, you!
i missed you over the three days..
Friends are lovely,
friends are precious.
& best of all they're simply,
heartwarmingly delicious.
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